First of all, something very weird happened at school today. When I opened my locker this morning there was a simple note, typed on a computer and printed out. It said:
"Someone had fun in New Jersey."My heart skipped a beat when I read it. I started to feel lightheaded and thought I was going to pass out, you know the feeling, the one where you can't breathe and feel slightly nauseous and absolutely have to sit down or lie down if you can. I hobbled to the bathroom as quickly as I could and sat down in the nearest stall on the toilet. I then took a deep breath and read it again. Yup, it's real. Someone out there knows about me, and I have no idea who it could be.
At first, I was stricken with fear, but after a few minutes of sitting on the toilet and breathing, I started to realize that if this person wanted to turn me in they would have already. That made me feel better, but not much. There is someone who knows my secret, or at least knows I killed Lillian. I wonder if they know I also killed Micheal?
I have to feed this weekend, but I really don't want to. I don't know if this person is going to follow me and expose me on my next kill, or somehow mess around with me... But I have to. I think I might steal from a bloodbank this weekend, but I'm not sure.
Anyway, as far as the "bitch you got raped" thing goes, that is going to have to wait, at least for now. I am too panicked about this to deal with it. I am too scared to even eat a dish of ice cream. I have got to calm down.