I am sorry that I cannot beat this blog on Sunday night but I live in trouble my parents grounded me when they found out that I snuck out on Sunday night but I'll get back to that in a minute.
By the time Sunday night rolled around I was famished. I felt weak, I could barely breathe at times, so I knew that it is time to feed or else I don't know what would've happened. I have never tested it I have never found out what it is like when I do not eat. I suppose I eventually just fade away into a pale shriveled ball of nothingness. I do not like what I do, but the exhaustion overwhelms me and I must make a change. I must eat.
Still around midnight I set out. I snuck out of my house I crept down the stairs tip toeing like a cat in hopes that my parents would not see or hear me. We live read at the end of a long driveway and not many cars pass on Adjacent road. I had to be very quiet for any noise would startle them and arouse their suspicion. when leaving the driveway I didn't turn my headlights on so there was nothing to see. the drive to Michael's house with probably the easiest part of the whole ordeal, this is where I was the least nervous. I had not done anything wrong yet and if a police officer stopped me all he could do was give me a small traffic violation ticket which I can easily pay or smile my way Out of. This took 15 minutes.
Like me Michael lives in a quiet neighborhood. I parked in the same is vacant lot I told you guys about earlier. I feared someone would see me driving into the lot. I knew my fear was a rational but I also knew that when police make investigations they take no chances, and examine all suspicious behavior. And well parking in the lot at this time was rather suspicious however I did manage to park in the dark shaded by some trees. Where I was parked no one could've seen my car. I ran through the woods and got Michael's house. This was the safest route. I was able to come right into the backyard and I snuck into the back porch he always keeps unlocked, I checked in my stalking visit. Most people don't lock their porch doors. I slid the door open quietly he had no animals so there is no dog to bark me and alert the neighbors. This is a good thing. I used my cell as a flashlight because the light it makes is very dim and would probably not alert anyone. I creep in Jay's room and I slid my hand over his mouth. I did not say a word. He did not wake up.
I wasted no time in biting his neck and clamped down on his jugular and sucked. He must of been sound asleep because he did not murmur not a word, not a sound, not an utterance. You would be surprised how many people do not wake up when you're biting them. I guess it must not hurt very much. I fed for a whole 5 min. at first his breathing was a long hard and regular but soon it slowed down a slow drawl, a rattling drawl, and his heartbeat became weaker it was the sound of death he was dying in my arms before my eyes and I was sucking the life out of him. It was so wonderful I felt alive for first time in ages, or what seems to be ages anyway. I can breathe it was good news I wanted to rejoice and he was flailing, lying there all faltering dying but I did not care, did not care. I need to take care of me.
And then the ecstasy of his death was over. I felt really worried I had to leave I had to leave now before I got caught so I ran back out the way I came. Back to my car back out of the lot, the vacant lot and drove all way home as fast as I could not speeding or breaking any laws. I didn't want to get pulled over that was the last thing he needed. I needed to slip back home quietly and announced unfortunately when I got home my parents were there and they were waiting for me. My mother's eyes were glaring at me and she was angry. fortunately she did not suspect that I killed someone she is figured that I went to go visit my friend or some boy and she told me that i am grounded for the next week this is why have not been on the computer to update my information and tell you it's been going on. I am sorry and I will try to make sure that I update this more frequently.
The sad thing is I am hungry again and need to eat again soon or else I feel I will go insane. a I'm not sure my victim will be but I'm thinking maybe that girl? I am afraid I might be too close to eat her, for I do not want to raise any red flags with the police or anyone else that i am doing this. I have just eaten someone who has a connection to my school, i don't want to do it again and have them circle in on it.. that would be bad.
Oh, and that bimbo and Alex are officially dating now. I hate my life. I should be with him. I SHOULD DAMNIT.